I am tired. I am running around like a chicken with my head cut off and not getting anything done or at least not anything done right. I had such big plans for this summer. I had races planned at least twice a month and this was going to THE summer for me. Life has interrupted those plans. Between the horses, teaching riding lessons, gardening, and trying to have a life; my training has fallen by the wayside. It has come to that point where it is just another thing on my checklist of things I have to get done. My house is a freaking disaster and I just try to stumble past the mess to get in my bed and forget about it all. This is me whining. Lots of people do a lot more each day and have kids and all sorts of things they get done...but I am not one of those people right now.
I started doing all of this because I wanted another hobby. One that was fun and that I enjoyed. Right now it is a chore. So, I am making the decision that I am going to go back to having fun. This means I am cutting back on the number of races I was planning on doing and only doing the ones that are really important to me. I am going to do them because I want to and not because I think I have to.
My midyear resolutions:
1)I am going to quit stressing about not running fast enough or often enough and just go. No times, no watches, no worries.
2)If I do a race and finish last.....it won't be the first time and it will not take away from the event itself.
3)I am going to recognize that a bike ride does not have to be 40 miles to be significant.
4)I am going to swim and not worry about how large my butt is, but instead pretend I am a seal and focus on how nice it feels to cut through the water after being at work all day.
I have a feeling changing my thinking is going end up moving my workouts higher on my priority list because they will be things I want to do instead of feeling like I have to do it. I just have to remember some times why I wanted to do this in the first place.
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2 comments:
Don't despair! You are smart to reassess and reprioritize. If workouts become something you dread, there's no way you'll do them. And even doing short/easy ones is better than not doing any at all. Remember, you are a rock star no matter what! Most people don't do half of what you do. :)
This post really resonates with me. If it's not fun, why do it?? It's easy for us (me included) to get wrapped with things that cause it to be stressful instead of fun. that's silly though.
i'm with you on the whole mindset thing. :-)
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